I Fear The Word GOODBYE…

Since I was a child I grew up without my father on our side and since then I said to myself that I will never leave my mother alone. I love my mother more than anything else. I won’t give up taking care of her. She feed me when I was a kid and until now she loves me unconditionally. Now that she’s getting older this is the time that I have to serve her and my turn to do my part as her daughter. I am very frightened and terrified to lose her. No other love can be compared with a mother’s love for her child. My mother takes my weakness and made me strong. She is my beacon. She is always there when I feel down. She lifted me up when there are times that I might fall. She is like an engineer ready to fix an error. My mother is a good fighter in a sense that she remains brave even if there is a predicament that occurs or happened. All my dreams are dedicated to her. She served as my motivator and I promised her that I will make my dreams do come true. I want her to witness every accomplishments and success that I’ve done just to make her be more proud of me. To make her happy there are instances that before going to school I told her I love you and she smiled at me. We cannot identify or figure out when we are going to stop breathing. When will be our last hurray? For me, goodbye’s the saddest word I’ll ever hear and goodbye can be last time that I will hold her near. Someday that she will say that word and I will really cry. It will break my heart to hear her say goodbye. I can’t take when I see my mother suffering from heart attack. I wanted to set my mind and accept the fact that there will be a time that she will say goodbye and be gone. But when that day comes I assure her that all the love she give will always live in my heart.